Category: adult babies

a simple goodbye for now

a simple goodbye for now:

i’m overwhelmed by the community in what they have given me and as of monday, july 20th – my birthday – i returned to work with all the thanks to everyone here on tumblr. with that being said, i have been rampaged by individuals who continue to feel upset that i am unable to chat or make phone calls as i am working – well, doing working hours and i cannot violate HIPPA regulations. i’ve had people upset over not being talked to be – people who stated they had cancer and they were pissed i got items i requested on behalf of the community (and then later admitted she did not have cancer and deleted her profile from FetLife) – i’ve had people who were upset i could not leave a patient for an hour to speak to them while i was at work.

please view my blog for the moment. please.

i took a long time to put everything together, and i assure you that once i am stable enough to pay it forward, i will return and take care of everyone  can. i hope that this will be around the middle of september.

until then, this neverland always welcomes you home.

i love you all. thank you for all the donations, physical therapy supply help, and love that i cannot express in proper words for what it means to me. you all supported me when i could not support myself, and even more, when i was losing support of my… my significant other. thank you for holding onto me so i could survive.

love, your sabrina

💜 💙 💚 happy 28th birthday to me!💝 PayPal Email Address:…

💜 💙 💚 happy 28th birthday to me!

💝 PayPal Email Address: sabbiecat@icloud.com (used for bills)
💝 Go Fund Me Link: Click Here To Access (used for bills)
💝 Amazon Wishlist: Click Here To Access (groceries and birthday presents)

you know what i mean 😉 a few days ago was my 28th birthday and it was far from perfect, it was still the best that i could make of it because of the following reasons (and really, if you think about it – they’re all amazing reasons).

by the way, i was secretly going on about three years old. 😉

as for my physically: I did not give up. i could not give up. i am so thankful to have you supporting me – financially, with gifts from amazon to help me actually become functional so that i went from crutches to cane and from crawling to driving. i began to walk with the support of you all. thank you.

💜 💙 💚 and now, the last help i will need (i hope)

i will be unable to pay the following four bills and i need help: rent for august; electricity that is still two months behind; my internet and cable combination; and my water/sewer bill.

i am ‘on my own’ with this from now on (and while i am not ready to go into details for this, i think you all understand what i mean).

if you can assist in helping me pay for this, i can use my ‘GoFundMe’ Account to pay any of the four bills as well as my PayPal Account which will be linked below. i have also linked my amazon wishlist which lists at the top the following items: amazon gift cards (i use for the amazon prime pantry; whole food gift cards; and last but not least: happy birthday gifts that i would have wished for on my birthday as a 3 year old).

💜 💙 💚 and now, the official links

💝 PayPal Email Address: sabbiecat@icloud.com (used for bills)
💝 Go Fund Me Link: Click Here To Access (used for bills)
💝 Amazon Wishlist: Click Here To Access (groceries and birthday presents)

yours always,
sabrina – your neverland, where you’re always welcomed home to it you’re lost – or just need a place to go

a message i got on fetlife that i just saw💜 the fetlife journal…

a message i got on fetlife that i just saw

the last thing i think i want to say and/or ask

I have returned to work. I simply need help with a few bills, August rent, and groceries. As always, you can use the following ways to help. After this, I will not ask for help anymore because nothing compares to cancer.

💚 If you donate to my ‘GoFundMe’ Account, I will use donations to help pay my rent. $875 is due August 3rd and I cannot pay it. You can visit my GoFundMe Account by Clicking This Link. I will also use it to help it pay bills. They exist. I have had my electric turned off one day until someone helped.

💚 If you prefer to use PayPal, you can send me PayPal funds to: sabbiecat@icoud.com. These funds will go to my bank account OR used to purchase Amazon.com get cards to use for their Prime Pantry so I can purchase food through their grocery store. I cannot get everything so on another method below, I have gift cards listed below.

💚 My Neverland Amazon Wishlist. I have been blessed with it filled with all the physical therapy items I could ever need and that is EXACTLY why I was able to increase my ROM (range of motion), improvement to my ADL’s (Daily Living Activities), and the ability to RETURN TO WORK. Right now said Wishlist is filled with Whole Food Gift Cards so I can buy groceries that are not attainable on Amazon’s Prime Pantry.

I have also listed, as I stated on my Tumblr Post from Last Night, July 21st, 2015 – some toys that I would wish for for my birthday as I was unable to get toys on my birthday due to financial difficulties.

my final goal, to get me to my full pay checks

💚 $0.00 of $1,450.00.

💚 This will cover: Rent, Electricity, Water & Sewer, Internet/Cable Package, Groceries, and Gas. 

the last thing i think i want to say and/or ask

I have returned to work. I simply need help with a few bills, August rent, and groceries. As always, you can use the following ways to help. After this, I will not ask for help anymore because nothing compares to cancer.

I feel like a true piece of crap that deserves to realize that me having surgery on my knee is nothing compared to a fellow ABDL friend having cancer (which I never knew), puts it in perspective. I am selfish for asking for help.

Thank you for reading.

Love,
Sabrina

💚 PLEASE – first off, if you have a moment – take a second to…

💚 PLEASE – first off, if you have a moment – take a second to read this post. if you ever get a message that is negative like this – never forget that you are PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE. and if you don’t believe that, come to me and i will remind you. it is always what i wanted to do with this blog – remind you that you are LOVED.

happy 28th birthday to me!

you know what i mean 😉 two days ago was my 28th birthday and it was far from perfect, it was still the best that i could make of it because of the following reasons (and really, if you think about it – they’re all amazing reasons):

  • i am alive. yes, let’s be serious. in the car accident – i could have died. i did not and i am still here to celebrate me turning 28 – going on 3. this is something i do not fail to forget.
  • i am back at work! right now i am only allowed to work light duty, but i got approval from all three needed physicians and i am now working light duty for the next 1-2 months. originally my planned return date was the end of august/early september – but i took that with a katana and sliced in a part and returned to work in just 42 days after my accident and only   33 days after my surgery. 

    i did not give up. i could not give up. i am so thankful to have you supporting me – financially, with gifts from amazon to help me actually become functional so that i went from crutches to cane and from crawling to driving. i began to walk with the support of you all. thank you.

and now, the last help i will need (i hope)

now that i am returning to work, i will begin to make finances. that being said, due to my return date and my next actual pay date and the reduction i will receive in my next check due to owing for: health insurance, dental insurance, life insurance, etc – i will be unable to pay the following four bills and i need help: rent for august; electricity that is still two months behind; my internet and cable combination; and my water/sewer bill. 

the bills above have set dates that are due before my payday of august 7th. i have already pushed them to the extreme over the summer and as stated in previous blogs – i am on my own with this from now on (and while i am not ready to go into details for this, i think you all understand what i mean). my total balance due for the four bills above is: $1,187.22. this does not include food/groceries.

if you can assist in helping me pay for this, i can use my ‘GoFundMe’ Account to pay any of the four bills as well as my PayPal Account which will be linked below. i have also linked my amazon wishlist which lists at the top the following items: amazon gift cards (i use for the amazon prime pantry; whole food gift cards; and last but not least: happy birthday gifts that i would have wished for on my birthday as a 3 year old). 

💝 PayPal Email Address: sabbiecat@icloud.com (used for bills)
💝 Go Fund Me Link: Click Here To Access (used for bills)
💝 Amazon Wishlist: Click Here To Access (groceries and birthday presents)

with a prayer, this will be the last time i need help. after this? i have ideas and plans for how to pay it forward. especially with the changes in my life. thank you for your help. i do care and love you all, regardless if you can help or not.

yours always, sabrina – your neverland, where you’re always welcomed home to it you’re lost – or just need a place to go

💚 a “whore” of the ab/dl communityI received the message above…

💚 a “whore” of the ab/dl community

I received the message above when I logged in tonight to post a happy birthday image and a a few pictures in regards to my current situation with work, my post-operative status, and some information very important in regards to my own life because it pertains to something I feel safe with sharing with in regards to the ageplay community.

I have trouble swallowing this because for a very long time I have used this blog to promote a safe ageplay environment that came from a positive, supportive, and encouraging individual – myself. Why? Because ageplay has never been easy for me and sometimes I still stumble, but I have always wanted to help those around me to offer support in their own worlds if they have their own struggles. 

💚 what said ‘whore’ thinks about your thoughts

Let me just say this: I do not sell diaper pictures. When pictures of myself are posted, it is because I enjoy posting them. I have inquired and those have inquired to me about being included on ageplay websites, but overall I have declined because at this moment I simply enjoy posting pictures, offering kind words, and encouraging others to do one thing – a simple thing that I hope that all individuals leave this blog with: the simple knowledge to be their selves. I have always used this blog to simply take a moment of my time – when I have a brief moment, to share my life – be it the ageplay portion of my life, the rest of my life, or even these moments as of late that are filled with emotions due to my accident, surgery, and recent loss of a loved one. It is not easy but I truly enjoy this blog and I have no plans to stop posting, regardless if you think of me as a ‘whore’ or not.

I would truly think you would be happy you do not have to pay money to see my pictures. They are free to look at. The words are free to read. I ask that they are no re-used, of course – but outside of that, you can go back dozens and dozens of pages to see a woman who hasn’t quite grown up and calls herself Neverland, a place where all lost boys and all lost girls are welcome to come home to.

So – think what you what you want to think, but as kindly as ever, I will simply say this: I am not a fucking whore. Thank you. 🙂

💚 how ‘neverland’ feels about ageplay

I will simply post one of my favorite posts that I have ever made on this blog and close with a few words about how I truly am in this very second.

Feel free to click here so that you can reblog the above image in a post that I posted on Tumblr a very, very long time ago. 

💚 a very simple post about what i wanted to say

go to this post if you would like to read what this whore, i mean, neverland, would like to have to post (picture wise), say, and request. i mean, it was my birthday yesterday after all.

love, your sabrina – your neverland (and not your whore)

I hate my birthday. please make it stop hurting. please….

I hate my birthday.

please make it stop hurting. please. please. I beg you all.

imawaytoneverland: it’s a quiet loss that isn’t just romance,…

imawaytoneverland:

it’s a quiet loss that isn’t just romance, but… my daddy

my birthday is this monday, july 20th. this is unexpected. not the birthday presented i would like, to say the least. but at least i have support here.

💝 [ A Birthday Wish – Please note – next week I would like to go to Disney World to see Wishes the firework show because it allows a sense of relief, freedom, and hope. Know that if you are able to donate, I will use some of the funds for gas. I do not plan to stay the night as I cannot afford it. I just want.. I just want to see Wishes. And maybe Peter Pan. Please help make this birthday wish come true. ]

i will not go into too many words. everything is moving in slow motion and i the first two videos i have done were complete crying messes where a single word could not be heard. this is the best i can do to express a loss that is so profound. if you have seen me blog – you know how long, the number of years – and the deterioration that has occurred in small words and fragments over the last few weeks. it is quietly done and now i am alone and i need… i need help.

to the ABDL world, i am sorry for having failed in a sense. but please not acceptance exists and i was always accepted. this failure is just on different terms. i love you all.

if you can help, as always:

💝 my personal paypal address: sabbiecat@icloud.com
💝 my gofundme link: awaytoneverland @ gofundme

imawaytoneverland: it’s a quiet loss that isn’t just romance,…

imawaytoneverland:

it’s a quiet loss that isn’t just romance, but… my daddy

my birthday is this monday, july 20th. this is unexpected. not the birthday presented i would like, to say the least. but at least i have support here.

i will not go into too many words. everything is moving in slow motion and i the first two videos i have done were complete crying messes where a single word could not be heard. this is the best i can do to express a loss that is so profound. if you have seen me blog – you know how long, the number of years – and the deterioration that has occurred in small words and fragments over the last few weeks. it is quietly done and now i am alone and i need… i need help.

to the ABDL world, i am sorry for having failed in a sense. but please not acceptance exists and i was always accepted. this failure is just on different terms. i love you all.

if you can help, as always:

💝 my personal paypal address: sabbiecat@icloud.com
💝 my gofundme link: awaytoneverland @ gofundme

it’s a quiet loss that isn’t just romance, but… my…

it’s a quiet loss that isn’t just romance, but… my daddy

my birthday is this monday, july 20th. this is unexpected. not the birthday presented i would like, to say the least. but at least i have support here.

i will not go into too many words. everything is moving in slow motion and i the first two videos i have done were complete crying messes where a single word could not be heard. this is the best i can do to express a loss that is so profound. if you have seen me blog – you know how long, the number of years – and the deterioration that has occurred in small words and fragments over the last few weeks. it is quietly done and now i am alone and i need… i need help.

to the ABDL world, i am sorry for having failed in a sense. but please not acceptance exists and i was always accepted. this failure is just on different terms. i love you all.

if you can help, as always:

💝 my personal paypal address: sabbiecat@icloud.com
💝 my gofundme link: awaytoneverland @ gofundme

💝 Please Reblog – An ABDL Who Needs Help 💝💚 paypal email…

💝 Please Reblog – An ABDL Who Needs Help 💝

💚 paypal email address: sabbiecat@icloud.com
💚 go fund me link: click here to access

Thank you everyone who has helped donate so far! I can only say how blessed I am.

My auto benefits are completely exhausted and now my medical bills are being transferred to BCBSFL, which includes all follow ups and a portion of my surgery.. which I am waiting for a final total.

I need major assistance just until the month of August and I will figure out a way to get to September and the medical bills.. If you can assist in ANY way – my goal to get by July 25th is $875 more – which I truly believe can happen.

💝 this is what i miss – these are not fake. these are me, in the moment, smiling, happy, being myself when things were a little bit better than the moment. they are real. 💝

these pictures represent who i am. and i have no mind sharing them with the world. but it’s not the world i’m sharing them with – it’s not the place on the internet where they can be passed around and probably thrown on sites even though i ask them not to. I’m truly posting them for a community that i’ve fallen in love with. i know that sounds too dramatic or romantic, but it’s truly not. it’s truly real.

in the last few weeks, since my accident on june 1st of this year, this community that i call, in a sense, a family, has been there in ways i did not truly believe that was manageable. but you all, you all have been there for me. and i don’t know how to say thank you. because i still need help and i don’t feel anything but terrible for asking for it.

what i will say, i hope, in repayment until i can post my pictures and quotes and things of that nature to show this community how amazing is this:

sure, we’re different. but, fuck, who isn’t? some people are black – some are white – some are gay and some are not. but, i mean, this whole ageplay, diaper loving – group of “different” people are exactly what this world needs to show that even if you’re so damn fucking different is that – that even if you’re defined as “different” – you can be amazing too. and i can vouch for that. not because of my life and how i feel about being an age player and liking diapers and being myself – but because of you all. you all are amazing people. different in a variety of ways – jobs, hair color, diaper style, states, cities, countries, sounds of laughters, curves of smiles – different in so many ways that this group of “different” people helped.. helped me in so many ways. and it’s not just because of that – it’s because you’re you – despite trying to be someone else – you’re you and i hope you take that and look in the mirror and give it the damn biggest smile you can ever give because you are fucking amazing, different or not. because, my god, my god of it all – if this is different – different is amazing and i love being “different” because i love being me. and you all, yes – you all – keep being you. because i love that too. i love all of it.

don’t forget. i love and adore you all.
love, your neverland – sabrina

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