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a message i got on fetlife that i just saw💜 the fetlife journal…

a message i got on fetlife that i just saw

the last thing i think i want to say and/or ask

I have returned to work. I simply need help with a few bills, August rent, and groceries. As always, you can use the following ways to help. After this, I will not ask for help anymore because nothing compares to cancer.

💚 If you donate to my ‘GoFundMe’ Account, I will use donations to help pay my rent. $875 is due August 3rd and I cannot pay it. You can visit my GoFundMe Account by Clicking This Link. I will also use it to help it pay bills. They exist. I have had my electric turned off one day until someone helped.

💚 If you prefer to use PayPal, you can send me PayPal funds to: sabbiecat@icoud.com. These funds will go to my bank account OR used to purchase Amazon.com get cards to use for their Prime Pantry so I can purchase food through their grocery store. I cannot get everything so on another method below, I have gift cards listed below.

💚 My Neverland Amazon Wishlist. I have been blessed with it filled with all the physical therapy items I could ever need and that is EXACTLY why I was able to increase my ROM (range of motion), improvement to my ADL’s (Daily Living Activities), and the ability to RETURN TO WORK. Right now said Wishlist is filled with Whole Food Gift Cards so I can buy groceries that are not attainable on Amazon’s Prime Pantry.

I have also listed, as I stated on my Tumblr Post from Last Night, July 21st, 2015 – some toys that I would wish for for my birthday as I was unable to get toys on my birthday due to financial difficulties.

my final goal, to get me to my full pay checks

💚 $0.00 of $1,450.00.

💚 This will cover: Rent, Electricity, Water & Sewer, Internet/Cable Package, Groceries, and Gas. 

the last thing i think i want to say and/or ask

I have returned to work. I simply need help with a few bills, August rent, and groceries. As always, you can use the following ways to help. After this, I will not ask for help anymore because nothing compares to cancer.

I feel like a true piece of crap that deserves to realize that me having surgery on my knee is nothing compared to a fellow ABDL friend having cancer (which I never knew), puts it in perspective. I am selfish for asking for help.

Thank you for reading.

Love,
Sabrina

💚 a “whore” of the ab/dl communityI received the message above…

💚 a “whore” of the ab/dl community

I received the message above when I logged in tonight to post a happy birthday image and a a few pictures in regards to my current situation with work, my post-operative status, and some information very important in regards to my own life because it pertains to something I feel safe with sharing with in regards to the ageplay community.

I have trouble swallowing this because for a very long time I have used this blog to promote a safe ageplay environment that came from a positive, supportive, and encouraging individual – myself. Why? Because ageplay has never been easy for me and sometimes I still stumble, but I have always wanted to help those around me to offer support in their own worlds if they have their own struggles. 

💚 what said ‘whore’ thinks about your thoughts

Let me just say this: I do not sell diaper pictures. When pictures of myself are posted, it is because I enjoy posting them. I have inquired and those have inquired to me about being included on ageplay websites, but overall I have declined because at this moment I simply enjoy posting pictures, offering kind words, and encouraging others to do one thing – a simple thing that I hope that all individuals leave this blog with: the simple knowledge to be their selves. I have always used this blog to simply take a moment of my time – when I have a brief moment, to share my life – be it the ageplay portion of my life, the rest of my life, or even these moments as of late that are filled with emotions due to my accident, surgery, and recent loss of a loved one. It is not easy but I truly enjoy this blog and I have no plans to stop posting, regardless if you think of me as a ‘whore’ or not.

I would truly think you would be happy you do not have to pay money to see my pictures. They are free to look at. The words are free to read. I ask that they are no re-used, of course – but outside of that, you can go back dozens and dozens of pages to see a woman who hasn’t quite grown up and calls herself Neverland, a place where all lost boys and all lost girls are welcome to come home to.

So – think what you what you want to think, but as kindly as ever, I will simply say this: I am not a fucking whore. Thank you. 🙂

💚 how ‘neverland’ feels about ageplay

I will simply post one of my favorite posts that I have ever made on this blog and close with a few words about how I truly am in this very second.

Feel free to click here so that you can reblog the above image in a post that I posted on Tumblr a very, very long time ago. 

💚 a very simple post about what i wanted to say

go to this post if you would like to read what this whore, i mean, neverland, would like to have to post (picture wise), say, and request. i mean, it was my birthday yesterday after all.

love, your sabrina – your neverland (and not your whore)

imawaytoneverland: it’s a quiet loss that isn’t just romance,…

imawaytoneverland:

it’s a quiet loss that isn’t just romance, but… my daddy

my birthday is this monday, july 20th. this is unexpected. not the birthday presented i would like, to say the least. but at least i have support here.

i will not go into too many words. everything is moving in slow motion and i the first two videos i have done were complete crying messes where a single word could not be heard. this is the best i can do to express a loss that is so profound. if you have seen me blog – you know how long, the number of years – and the deterioration that has occurred in small words and fragments over the last few weeks. it is quietly done and now i am alone and i need… i need help.

to the ABDL world, i am sorry for having failed in a sense. but please not acceptance exists and i was always accepted. this failure is just on different terms. i love you all.

if you can help, as always:

💝 my personal paypal address: sabbiecat@icloud.com
💝 my gofundme link: awaytoneverland @ gofundme

💝 Please Reblog – An ABDL Who Needs Help 💝💚 paypal email…

💝 Please Reblog – An ABDL Who Needs Help 💝

💚 paypal email address: sabbiecat@icloud.com
💚 go fund me link: click here to access

Thank you everyone who has helped donate so far! I can only say how blessed I am.

My auto benefits are completely exhausted and now my medical bills are being transferred to BCBSFL, which includes all follow ups and a portion of my surgery.. which I am waiting for a final total.

I need major assistance just until the month of August and I will figure out a way to get to September and the medical bills.. If you can assist in ANY way – my goal to get by July 25th is $875 more – which I truly believe can happen.

💝 this is what i miss – these are not fake. these are me, in the moment, smiling, happy, being myself when things were a little bit better than the moment. they are real. 💝

these pictures represent who i am. and i have no mind sharing them with the world. but it’s not the world i’m sharing them with – it’s not the place on the internet where they can be passed around and probably thrown on sites even though i ask them not to. I’m truly posting them for a community that i’ve fallen in love with. i know that sounds too dramatic or romantic, but it’s truly not. it’s truly real.

in the last few weeks, since my accident on june 1st of this year, this community that i call, in a sense, a family, has been there in ways i did not truly believe that was manageable. but you all, you all have been there for me. and i don’t know how to say thank you. because i still need help and i don’t feel anything but terrible for asking for it.

what i will say, i hope, in repayment until i can post my pictures and quotes and things of that nature to show this community how amazing is this:

sure, we’re different. but, fuck, who isn’t? some people are black – some are white – some are gay and some are not. but, i mean, this whole ageplay, diaper loving – group of “different” people are exactly what this world needs to show that even if you’re so damn fucking different is that – that even if you’re defined as “different” – you can be amazing too. and i can vouch for that. not because of my life and how i feel about being an age player and liking diapers and being myself – but because of you all. you all are amazing people. different in a variety of ways – jobs, hair color, diaper style, states, cities, countries, sounds of laughters, curves of smiles – different in so many ways that this group of “different” people helped.. helped me in so many ways. and it’s not just because of that – it’s because you’re you – despite trying to be someone else – you’re you and i hope you take that and look in the mirror and give it the damn biggest smile you can ever give because you are fucking amazing, different or not. because, my god, my god of it all – if this is different – different is amazing and i love being “different” because i love being me. and you all, yes – you all – keep being you. because i love that too. i love all of it.

don’t forget. i love and adore you all.
love, your neverland – sabrina

i miss pictures like this. i miss being able to do them.everyday…

i miss pictures like this. i miss being able to do them.

everyday i feel like i step forward, but there are days i step backwards. my entire body aches and my knee is throbbing and i’m having personal life problems in regards to.. things. when i say that, i think all of you understand what that means. 

🙁 i love my daddy. i don’t want to.. i don’t want him to say goodbye. i don’t want to delve deeply about what is going on. i’m just scared about this too. i feel overwhelmed even more and scared about the future.

that being said, i really need help paying my car insurance. if there is anyone who can help, please send me a message or donate to my paypal using: (sabbiecat@icloud.com) or to my gofundme

i’m in need of help of $136.00 if anyone or a few people can help. thank you so much for any and all help. it is due on july 14th, so if i get donations by today, i can get it into my bank account by monday and it will not be late. thank you.

love, sabrina, your neverland

ps. sorry for the shortness of this post. i’m just emotional and sad and unsure of what’s going on in my personal life when i’m just trying to focus to walk across the room without too much pain.

i miss pictures like this. i miss being able to do them.everyday…

i miss pictures like this. i miss being able to do them.

everyday i feel like i step forward, but there are days i step backwards. my entire body aches and my knee is throbbing and i’m having personal life problems in regards to.. things. when i say that, i think all of you understand what that means. 

🙁 i love my daddy. i don’t want to.. i don’t want him to say goodbye. i don’t want to delve deeply about what is going on. i’m just scared about this too. i feel overwhelmed even more and scared about the future.

that being said, i really need help paying my car insurance. if there is anyone who can help, please send me a message or donate to my paypal using: (sabbiecat@icloud.com) or to my gofundme

i’m in need of help of $136.00 if anyone or a few people can help. thank you so much for any and all help. it is due on july 14th, so if i get donations by today, i can get it into my bank account by monday and it will not be late. thank you.

love, sabrina, your neverland

ps. sorry for the shortness of this post. i’m just emotional and sad and unsure of what’s going on in my personal life when i’m just trying to focus to walk across the room without too much pain.

i miss pictures like this. i miss being able to do them.everyday…

i miss pictures like this. i miss being able to do them.

everyday i feel like i step forward, but there are days i step backwards. my entire body aches and my knee is throbbing and i’m having personal life problems in regards to.. things. when i say that, i think all of you understand what that means. 

🙁 i love my daddy. i don’t want to.. i don’t want him to say goodbye. i don’t want to delve deeply about what is going on. i’m just scared about this too. i feel overwhelmed even more and scared about the future.

that being said, i really need help paying my car insurance. if there is anyone who can help, please send me a message or donate to my paypal using: (sabbiecat@icloud.com) or to my gofundme

i’m in need of help of $136.00 if anyone or a few people can help. thank you so much for any and all help. it is due on july 14th, so if i get donations by today, i can get it into my bank account by monday and it will not be late. thank you.

love, sabrina, your neverland

ps. sorry for the shortness of this post. i’m just emotional and sad and unsure of what’s going on in my personal life when i’m just trying to focus to walk across the room without too much pain.

Please ReBlog – An ABDL Member In Need of HelpThank you for…

Please ReBlog – An ABDL Member In Need of Help

Thank you for taking your time to watch, read, and look at my blog to get to know what happened. From the accident, to the surgery, to the next one coming up.. to my own personal life problems going on.. which are hard to discuss. When I say I feel alone, it is for a reason that can be taken bluntly.

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How To Help Your Neverland – Your Sabrina

Primarily funds to pay bills: cable & internet, water, electric, rent, and bills of the nature that are required for survival are needed. Secondary to that – food gift cards to assist on ensuring I can continue to eat and buy medications needed that are non-prescription based.

💝 PayPal Email Address: sabbiecat@icloud.com
💝 Go Fund Me Link: Click Here To Access
💝 Amazon Wishlist Link: Click Here To Access (Whole Foods GC’s Needed)

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The Side of Sabrina You Rarely See – But I Need To Show

I’m scared. I’m terrified. And I’m unsure of how to ask for help but I am because this is my family and this is where I feel safe to go to when I am lost and scared. If you can help, all I can say is thank you, thank you, thank you all over again. What else am I supposed to say to a world that has yet to abandon me? It’s beautiful and amazing and I truly hope and pray I can receive help from those who have yet to give up on me. It is a prayer guided by love.

And, thank you for already helping. If you cannot help, please, please, just send a little prayer – a whisper of words to guide me in this darkest of times I face as sometimes – most of the times – those are strongest waves of guidance and help that one can be blessed with.

Thank you for listening. Please do not abandon me. I truly am scared and I had no idea what to do or where to do besides the face that Neverland calls home.

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Thank you all.

Yours,
Sabrina – 
your neverland.

Sabrina’s Three Steps Forward .. And a Little To Go!Luckily, I…

Sabrina’s Three Steps Forward .. And a Little To Go!

Luckily, I have paid my MRI for my Knee, my Medications, My Electricity, and now my Internet/Cable. I do need to pay my Geico Car Insurance, T-Mobile, Insurance Payments for Health, Dental, etc while I’m out of work, and various credit card bills. I need roughly $560.00 to cover this month – without thinking about medical bills.

However, you can help me with the following ways:

💝 PayPal Email Address: sabbiecat@icloud.com (used for bills)
💝 Go Fund Me Link: Click Here To Access (used for bills)
💝 Amazon Wishlist: Click Here To Access
💝 Amazon Whole Foods Email Delivery: I Need These The BADLY
These are emailed to me (user email: sabbiecat@icloud.com) and I can go straight to the grocery store and use     them to buy stuff without waiting for them to be delivered! You can choose to send anywhere from $25.00 to $100.00 and it helps more than I can ever explain.

Food and the Basics of Living

I really, really need the Whole Food Gift Cards and you can send them by email with the link above or by clicking here. You can email them to sabbeicat@icloud.com and they will get to me within minutes. I plan to go to the grocery this afternoon so anything before 5PM EST would help. 

💝I need to get eggs, milk, bread, etc – and they do have some medications I could use to help with my cholesterol, liver, etc – but they run around $100.00 alone for 6 bottles of daily vitamins. 

My Current Physical Status & Goals

💝Currently I am doing Physical Therapy 3-4 days a week and I have seen one doctor who fully released me to work, another who put me to light duty for one month, and I see the last one next week with hopes I am released to work as well. I am awaiting to see what work is going to do with the second doctor stating that I am light duty only for one month.

I am doing so much better, but I still need a few physical therapy items to help me on my road to recovery. If this amazing community can pick up an item or two each, I would truly appreciate it. 

💝From my Amazon Wishlist, I REALLY still need the following items:

  • OPTP Slant (Pair)
  • Thera-Band Firm Stability Trainer
  • TherMedic 3-in-1 Pro-Wrap Lower Back Brace With Hot/Cold Therapy
  • TherMedic 3-in-1 Pro-Wrap Ankle Brace With Hot/Cold Therapy
  • OPTP Anatomical Roller
  • OPTP PRO-ROLLER Arch
  • Thera-Band Comfort Fit Ankle/Wrist Cuff Weight Sets / 2LB and 3LB

Please ReBlog – An ABDL Member In Need of HelpThank you for…

Please ReBlog – An ABDL Member In Need of Help

Thank you for taking your time to watch, read, and look at my blog to get to know what happened. From the accident, to the surgery, to the next one coming up.. to my own personal life problems going on.. which are hard to discuss. When I say I feel alone, it is for a reason that can be taken bluntly.

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How To Help Your Neverland – Your Sabrina

Primarily funds to pay bills: cable & internet, water, electric, rent, and bills of the nature that are required for survival are needed. Secondary to that – food gift cards to assist on ensuring I can continue to eat and buy medications needed that are non-prescription based.

💝 PayPal Email Address: sabbiecat@icloud.com
💝 Go Fund Me Link: Click Here To Access
💝 Amazon Wishlist Link: Click Here To Access (Whole Foods GC’s Needed)

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The Side of Sabrina You Rarely See – But I Need To Show

I’m scared. I’m terrified. And I’m unsure of how to ask for help but I am because this is my family and this is where I feel safe to go to when I am lost and scared. If you can help, all I can say is thank you, thank you, thank you all over again. What else am I supposed to say to a world that has yet to abandon me? It’s beautiful and amazing and I truly hope and pray I can receive help from those who have yet to give up on me. It is a prayer guided by love.

And, thank you for already helping. If you cannot help, please, please, just send a little prayer – a whisper of words to guide me in this darkest of times I face as sometimes – most of the times – those are strongest waves of guidance and help that one can be blessed with.

Thank you for listening. Please do not abandon me. I truly am scared and I had no idea what to do or where to do besides the face that Neverland calls home.

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Thank you all.

Yours,
Sabrina – 
your neverland.

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